tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8136268241054850544.post5857772655494849780..comments2024-03-29T03:15:31.121-04:00Comments on Soberbia: 3 Days Until Christmas: Countdown of Good Reasons to be Sober Day 3amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04611431855409976777noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8136268241054850544.post-81774133705662626212013-12-23T16:46:43.221-05:002013-12-23T16:46:43.221-05:00Again beautifully said Again beautifully said Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8136268241054850544.post-53540091565494682482013-12-23T14:36:37.585-05:002013-12-23T14:36:37.585-05:00Awesome post! It is an amazing feeling to be able ...Awesome post! It is an amazing feeling to be able to speak and believe yourself.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14759925271846028298noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8136268241054850544.post-75450012972860278992013-12-23T08:36:46.028-05:002013-12-23T08:36:46.028-05:00I'm with you on this one, Amy. If you wanted ...I'm with you on this one, Amy. If you wanted to know if I was lying, you just had to look at my lips - if they were moving, I was lying. I wouldn't trust myself with asking what time it was. ugh. All this to cover up the boozing, and to cover up the fact that I hated everything about myself, so I has to concoct all sorts of facades and the like to cover up the ugly me.<br /><br />But what you say is true - I can look at myself in the mirror now. And I know I have changed because when I *do* lie, it eats me up. I might lie to my wife about having walked the dog (I didn't) and I don't like it. sometimes I fess up, other times I just release it and hope to not do it again. Other than that, I can't think of many times that I lie. I also have to remember it's not what I say, but what I don't say that can be a lie - by commission or omission. So i need to work on that too. <br /><br />But man, it's nice going to bed and hitting the pillow and not having to worry about trying to remember what I said, etc. It's just being honest...and honest with myself about myself. Lying to myself is the biggest thing...but that's another story...ha ha.<br /><br />Great stuff, my friend.<br /><br />Blessings and cheers,<br />PaulAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com